Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I still feel like crap

Stuffed noses are definitely the worst part of colds!!! And my cough is back in full force. How in the world did I get sick twice in the same month? This sucks That is all.

This is about the third time in a year that I’ve gotten sick This time, I’ve gotten bronchitis, which is the second time I’ve gotten it. The last time was something like 5-6 years ago, so I guess I’m susceptible to it? I read that it follows a cold, which makes sense, since I just had one. And now I have a cough for the past week I wake up coughing, I spend all day coughing, I cough when I’m trying to fall asleep. I’ve been trying to take naps during the day because at least then I stop coughing. This is the technique I use when I’m having cramps It’s surprisingly effective then, but not so much now.

Actually, I thought I was good today. Well, I woke up coughing, but then I was good and could breathe for maybe an hour. It was nice. Then I got up and it started all over again.

Update: Okay I went to the convenience store and got the vaporub and dayquil, and have applied both. My chest and neck feel funny with the vaporub smeared on it. I’ve also noticed that vaporub’s container colors haven’t changed over the years.

Okay I’m just gonna sit here all greasy and smelly

Well, I’m sick. I woke up yesterday at 9am feeling like crap, after tossing and turning. I ended up getting about 4-5 hours of sleep then. I got about the same this morning, which sucks, because I’m trying to get on a sleep schedule, and I shouldn’t be forcing myself awake if my body can’t handle it. Anyway, yesterday it was nausea and weakness, and today it’s a raging sore throat. Ugh. I really hope I’ll feel up to talking in my cam show, because swallowing is quite the pain.

I mostly spent yesterday going through videos and powerleveling in Persona 4, which consists of finding a monster who does nothing but summon other monsters… as long as I don’t kill the first guy, I have an endless stream of experience I read you’re supposed to do it alone, but fuck it, my team mates need experience, too.

Ugh. It’s 9am again and I’m sleepy… again. My alarm’s actually set for 11am, so I might try to go back to sleep. I guess I’ll try that right now I’m a terrible sleeper.

It’s been a pretty busy weekend, considering. I got my new clothes from everyone, so I wanted to shoot at least pictures in those and edit the “sick” out later, and they turned out well (people keep telling me I only sound sick, anyway) I did my show… because I don’t want to be one of those girls that makes excuses to get out of their shows… I don’t even know when these sniffles are going to go away. Probably not even until Tuesday

I finally bought some soup and will be eating that shortly. I just wanted to keep you in on the loop!

I keep thinking I’m going to publish this after I think of something vitally important to say, but then I just kind of drift off and do some other stuff, like upload some sweet pictures for you guys. And then I remember that I didn’t publish that entry and come back… I did end up eating some chicken noodle soup and down some Dayquil. I fully expect to wake up tomorrow fully better.

Slowly… dying… there’s no soup here and I’m trying to keep to myself. Dyyyiiiinnnngggggggg

I got stuff in the mail today though!! That makes me feel better. I got a big umbrella with a cool cathedral pattern! And a Yankees jersey hahaha I love it. And some other stuff, I think I’m going to have to turn these into sweet shoots. Any ideas?

Oh yeah, I mentioned this picture, and it still amuses me a lot, from another girl’s cam show:

Hahahaha her dog was barking and so was she

My skating instructor and her assistant said they were talking about me today The assistant talked to me separately and said how good I was getting. And the instructor told me I was most improved Then she told me to just go get the skates that I thought were too small and bring them to her. So I did and she said they were too BIG. I don’t know what happened, but I actually see her point. She told me to get a size 3 1/2, which is insane… but fuck it, I did it. She made me feel really good when she said that I was so good because I had to work 10x harder to get where everyone else was, and it showed I had a lot of determination and was dedicated (and that’s why, she reasoned, I should get the right size shoe). It made me go awww. So I bought another (FINAL) pair of skates.

For some reason, though, I’ve been kind of having a not-so-good day. I felt stressed and ended up finishing up Oryx and Crake (so good), and falling asleep. My body just cannot handle naps and I felt groggy and sick… and then threw up. But I just kind of threw up my sickness, and I feel better now. I’d like to sleep my regular sleep now…

NEEEEEEEEEWS! One of my friends is getting a PS3 yessssssssssssss I put some games on my wishlist because WHY NOT YAY. I added LittleBigPlanet and FFXIII, neither of which are actually out, but uhh I wishlisted the preorder??? I’ve been waiting forever for those to come out, and I’m really excited to play them

Also, because people were mentioning wigs in my cam show tonight, I added some! I also noticed that I had a cute slave princess costume added, but in medium, which would have been a catastrophe to try to wear, so I found the small instead

I’m feeling a bit better, but I was sick earlier. I woke up feeling dead tired, grouchy, and hungry. I soon got the sniffles and my stomach was queasy. I had to go out to get milk, and when I came back, I just passed out and slept. I find that it’s a lot easier to just sleep through a cold…

Oh yes, here’s the screenshot I’ve been talking about with Natalie, because it amuses me, plus the quality of the video looks really good, like a movie: