I learned today that I am most susceptible to the “rainbow effect” from older projectors. The rainbow effect is when a movie’s scrolling end credits look like they’re doused in rainbow color. Everyone thought I was CRAZY and I thought they were mass-pulling my leg when they said they couldn’t see the fucking rainbows. THE RAINBOWS ARE THERE. It was like watching a scrolling kaleidoscope. I find that I see other stuff people usually don’t see, probably because of my contacts. I think I need a new prescription, as I usually get a nice fuzzy ring around most LED lights. I think it’s the same effect you get when you look at streetlights in the rain. Except all the time.

I rewatched Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. I first saw it probably four years ago. I can’t remember if it was sadder this time around, but I cried a little bit at the end. I couldn’t bear to think of losing someone like that, but how would I know? If you haven’t seen it, I strongly recommend it. It makes me want to watch other movies, which I haven’t desired in a while. Some things in my life come and go. I haven’t absorbed any new music for a while, now that I think about it.