I wish I had something more to post, but I don’t, really… it’s less than a week from Thanksgiving, so I’m mostly thinking about traveling, and all the cleaning I should be doing before then. It’s like you always clean before you go, as if it should look nice in case someone breaks in. First impressions are important.

So I mostly did nothing today, as some sort of early vacation, or maybe just a nice Saturday where I don’t have much to do for the next week. I baked cookies for my cam show on Thursday, so I was eating those today. They’re actually pretty good

I woke up late, as I sometimes do, but in that way where you really wake up on time and then you spend a few hours drifting in and out of sleep, thinking about how you SHOULD get up but don’t, and continue a haphazard dream world? I did that this morning. It was a nice dream that I have by now forgotten. But it was nice at the time and punctuated by nice sunlight creeping in the windows.

I end most days with a feeling that I’ve forgotten to do something. I feel that I don’t get much accomplished during the day, or that the things I do accomplish aren’t terribly important. I need other people to demand what my progress is so that I can prioritize them, maybe. That tends to occur when the work you do is for other people rather than yourself.

I’m not sure where I intended to move with this entry. I was reminded of an old friend today and started feeling retrospective. I know it’s not very coherent, but I feel a little stuck in the past at the moment. It’s always weird to be there.