Ava Knight

I am filled with wonder and excitement today.

Sometimes I feel that the feeling of discovery is such a precious one that it cannot be shared with anyone. I had an opportunity after a revelation to share it with someone. I almost did, opened my mouth to do so, then kind of gave up. I feel that sometimes I cannot express what I want to in words, because the thoughts are swirling around in my head too quickly to speak. Once I speak I’m forced to slow down what I’m thinking and at that point the discovery is not going as quickly and orgasmically as I’d like. And sometimes you think a good thought and the situation you’re in is too mundane for the other person to realize. Language is about synchronization, and trying to get someone to a point that I’m at takes too much time and effort when I’m already completely synchronized with myself.

But ask me to define something in at least 200 words and I’m completely stumped. I speak short thoughts, boiled down to a perfect answer. I tend not to ramble anywhere except my head. Huh.