The swing version of Wonderwall is the only real version, by the way…

Today is a good day, I feel. The days are long, the nights are warm, and it’s generally more quiet here at this time of year. Which is amazing, because you know how busy it gets here. There’s always a background hum, but nothing is too rowdy. Sometimes I’m so zoned into what I’m doing that I lose everything else and I’ve completely wired myself into the system. I love systems and micromanaging. I have real problems micromanaging my time, though. I want to do everything and be everywhere at once, and run things and have it all go smoothly. I feel sometimes I get lazy, but other times, I’m just working on some other task that someone has asked me to do. Cooking is often a problem for me. I like to spend an hour making something, but where is the time??? My hobbies come in fits and starts. Other people’s memories go on forever, as they ask me “whatever happened to such-and-such” but I just keep moving forward, still going… my life is not made up of the things that I’ve done, but the mindset that I’m in, and the thoughts that I’m thinking. I can go to the park and wander around and look at the trees, but what matters is that I reached out and touched the leaves and thought “Isn’t this wonderful.”

Maybe I ramble toooo much.